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January 2, 2012
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Happy New 2012!

あけましておめでとうございます(akemashiteomedetougozaimasu) or Happy New Year in Japanese!

How was 2011 to you? It was an eventful and exciting one for me. To summarize 2011, I would say that it was year that stretched my faith and made me learn how to trust in God’s sovereignty all over again.
May 2012 be a wonderful journey for you with God. Remember that God is always with you and He will never leave nor forsake you. :)

(Picture was taken on 31 December at Nabana no Sato, a beautiful garden in Mie prefecture. Isn’t God an amazing artist?)

December 25, 2011
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Merry Christmas

It is officially 25th December right now in Japan. MERRY CHRISTMAS! :) Christmas is the season to remember the birth of our saviour Jesus Christ. He is no ordinary baby. He is Immanuel, God with us. Amidst all the celebration and parties, are we sharing this wonderful news to our loved ones?

I would like to end off this year by sharing an amazing encounter with you.

A mission team from Australia, Mission Megumi, came to Nagoya for a month from 17 Nov – 21 Dec. During that time, 2 members of the team, Joellen and Naomi tagged along with me to campus. Through them, I got to know a Nanzan freshman named Yuka (see picture).

Yuka’s father is a Singaporean Chinese and her mother is a Japanese. She moved back to Japan since she was four and has been in Nagoya ever since. Here comes the interesting part. She excitedly showed me a picture of her extended family and I found my primary school teacher among her aunts! And even though there is a 10-year age difference between us, somehow (by God’s grace I believe) we clicked really well and we hung out together a lot and also talked about many different topics.

On Naomi’s final day on campus, she shared a little about Jesus and her personal testimony with Yuka and challenged her for evangelistic Bible study (Christianity Explained). I did the first session with her last week. She reads a lot and thinks quite deeply too. She believes in the existence of God and wants to find out if Jesus is that God she believes in. I immediately thought of the people in Athens Paul reasoned with. Please continue to pray for her and the remaining 5 sessions of CE I have with her.

Enjoy the final week of 2011!!

December 16, 2011
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Are Christmas jingles starting to annoy you?

Christmas is just a week away. And that also means that the year 2011 is coming to an end really soon. How has the year been for you?

I just realised that it’s been almost 2 months since I last wrote! Yikes! So sorry for the lack of news. It has been a crazy two months (November and December).

First thanksgiving is for a new Christian baby at Kinjo in November!! Her name is Ryoko and she is a freshman majoring in art. I had the wonderful privilege of being there to share my personal testimony and hear Joyce (fellow staff) share the gospel and pray with her. Then on our 2nd follow-up appointment, she brought a friend along, Natsuki, and she is doing Christianity Explained (CE), a 6-session Bible study for pre-believers (good for babies too) together with us. I had the opportunity last week after lunch to share the gospel with Natsuki. She still has some doubts in her mind which is holding her back, so please pray for her. Also continue to pray for Ryoko because for some strange reason she suddenly didn’t reply my messages this week and missed CE too. This is the first time and I may be paranoid but she might be slipping away. I’m not very sure yet. Please pray because it is very easy for baby Christians to just fall away, especially with the winter cum New Year holiday coming up from 23 December to 6 January.

Second thanksgiving is the Christmas party we had on 8 December. The theme was “Treasure Hunt” and the discussion time revolved around “What is your treasure?”. That is the cue for Christian students to share about Jesus as their greatest treasure. There was a large turnout of 65 students, with pre-believers making up about half the number. I have heard that 3 students who came for the party have started doing CE. Please pray for good follow-up for the remaining 30 students who came.

This week also marks the final week for the mission team from Australia, Mission Megumi. :( It has been great fun working alongside them and partnering with them to meet students and share the gospel. Please pray that the students who have been exposed to the gospel through Mission Megumi will continue to meet up with us and that we can continue to share deep spiritual conversations with them.

On a side note, please continue to pray for the Japanese yen to drop. I had calculated my budget based on an exchange rate of SGD1=64.2yen (January 2011). However, the current exchange has risen to SGD1=60yen (November 2011). That means that for every dollar I had in January is now worth 4.2 yen less. For example, What used to cost S$1 to buy now costs S$1.07. And every 7 cents adds up.

October 15, 2011
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Farewells and Welcomes

Thank you for praying. I have successfully completed and graduated from my Japanese language course! As of October 1, I have officially started campus ministry.

Farewells
On 7 October, we bade farewell to our dear Singaporean staff in Nagoya. Pamela, who has served faithfully for 6 years and the STINT team, Adam, Xiaojun, Bixia and Esther who served for a year. Thank God for their great work and their faithfulness. Please pray for Esther. She has decided to extend her stay in Nagoya for another year and is now in Singapore for a month to raise the money she needs for this coming year.

(From left: Adam, Xiaojun, Bixia, Pamela, Esther)

Staff retreat
Immediately after sending the 6 staff off, the rest of us proceeded on to have our staff retreat. We spent the time getting to know each other better and had a training on “assertiveness”, conducted by a church friend, Naomi (2nd row middle). Besides the staff and the children, our 3 student leaders, Hikari (last row 2nd from left), Keiko (3rd row 1st from right) and Kumiko (2nd row 1st from right) joined us too.

The assertiveness training isn’t about demanding our opinions to be heard or carried out. It is about being truthful and clear in communicating our feelings and opinions in an open and honest manner that is inoffensive and non-aggressive. Through the training I realised that being assertive isn’t part of the general Japanese culture and perhaps Asian culture too. We tend to be passive (don’t say anything but just fume inside) or be passive-aggressive (keep dropping hints and hope someone gets it). Neither of them help in having healthy communication and building a healthy team relationship.

Welcomes
From fall semester, we have included our 3 student leaders in our staff team meetings. They will join us for prayer and be involved in some of our discussions. This is our first step in getting students involved directly with planning so that we can move towards a student-led movement in the campuses here.

This week on Wednesday, we also had our first believer from Kinjo! Deng Rong is an exchange student from China and is a friend of another exchange student in our ministry. Listening to her made me realise how God had been working in her life and preparing her for that moment on Wednesday to finally trust Him. Her mother attends church and prays for her with her. She has been reading the Bible and attended church a little since coming to Nagoya last month. Finally she approached me and asked whether she is a Christian or not and how to tell if she is one. Pray for her faith to take root firmly in her heart and that she will mature as much as she can before she returns to China in a year’s time.

At Nanzan, I am meeting with Aya, a 3rd year student who transferred to Nanzan in spring this year after spending a year in America. She is a 2nd-generation Christian. Pray that as we meet for Bible study, she will be sure of her faith and have a heart for her friends and school.

I have also been meeting many new students in both Kinjo and Nanzan. Please pray that I will be able to meet them again over the next few weeks and have a chance to either share the gospel or challenge to join me to explore Christianity through a material called “Christianity Explained”.

September 21, 2011
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Rain, rain, rain…

I believe most, if not all of you would have heard or watched the news about the typhoons in Japan. Nagoya issued an evacuation order yesterday to some of the residents who live near 2 rivers because those rivers seemed ready to breach their banks and flood the surrounding areas. Thank God that danger seemed to have passed and the order was lifted last night. However, the typhoon still came and has dumped and is still dumping lots of rain in Nagoya since early this morning. My entire staff team and I are all safe at home. We also have a crisis and communication plan all set up yesterday the moment we heard the news. :) However, please continue to pray for the residents in Central and Western Japan as the typhoon has wrecked havoc in those places. Lots of places have flooded and there were also some land/mudslides. Whenever you read or watch typhoon-related news about Japan, please pause for a minute or two to pray as God leads you.

On a happier note, we had our fall camp, Be One Camp at the beginning of this month. Although it was a short 2-day camp, the students had a lot of fun and there was good fellowship between the current students and new students. There were even 2 non-believers among us and they weren’t out of place at all. Thank God for the wonderful community. I’m copying and pasting the comments that the students made on the last morning. I am absolutely amazed by God’s transforming work in their lives.

hikari. (3rd year guy)  i was reminded again of God’s greatness.  my heart is ready for the fall semester.

ryota. (3rd year guy)  what i’m most thankful for from this camp is that masaki (not-yet-believing friend) came.  last year at this time, i was not yet a believer, and it was unthinkable that i would even come to this camp.

masaki.  (3rd year guy) in the beginning (of camp), i’d never even touched a bible.  but little by little, i started to think it was interesting.  i’m glad i got to meet everyone.

susumu.  (2nd year guy) on the first day, i wrote on my star that i wanted to resolve a lot of issues.  i was able to share with takeshi nad feel like i’ve been able to resolve those issues.  i accomplished the goal i wrote on the first day!

keiji.  (4th year guy) how i’ve been changed (during this camp) is that i think i need to become more manly.  what i’m thankful for is that more guys attended this camp.  last year, we shared one room.  this year, we used two rooms!

yoshito.  (2nd year guy)  i’m thankful for being able to attend this camp with believers of the same age because there aren’t many young believers at my church.  i’m glad i came.

isamu.  (4th year guy) i wasn’t planning to come to camp.  as i’ve been working as staff at my church, i’ve been tired and i don’t have much money.  adam kept inviting me to camp, so i talked to my mom about it.  mom said, “bring your brother, susumu, and i’ll pay for everything!”… on the first day (during our group time), masaki said that it was totally random that he’d come to camp.  but yesterday, he said that coming to camp was God’s leading!  praise God!

aren.  (2nd year guy) yesterday during the devotion time, i realized a deeper meaning of a verse that i’d known for a while.  i realized that i need to put more effort into (reaching) my campus.

shiori.  (4th year girl) i’m thankful that i was able to attend this camp with a lot of brothers and sisters.  after this camp, i want to continue believing in God.

sueko.  (2nd year girl) during the devotion time yesterday, my heart just sank.  i had takeshi pray for me, and i felt better.  after the girls’ time, i had joyce pray for me and started to enjoy myself more.  i’m thankful that there are lots of people who will pray for me.

akane.  (1st year girl) three days ago, i was really wondering if i should come to camp.  i’m glad i came.  during hi-ba (high school christian fellowship group) camp, my life was really changed.  i’m glad i could come here and see other people’s lives changed too.  i want to get to know everyone more.

Group picture

I’m ending my language studies next Thursday. After which I will be off to campus ministry. Yay! I’ll be heading for Nanzan University and Kinjo Gakuin University. I will tell you more about these 2 schools in my next update.

July 2, 2011
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Campus Visit (Part II)

On Thursday, I proceeded to Nagoya Gakuin University (NGU) with Bixia and Adam. This university is fairly new, compared to others like Nanzan and Nagoya University. Probably because it is new, the entry score is rather low and would be rather similar to what we call “dumping ground” in Singapore where high school students who wish to enter university but didn’t score well enough to get into better ranking schools. As such, the attitude of students here towards studies is rather ambivalent. They seem to prefer playing over studying. Good and bad. Good because there will be students who hang around after school. Bad because how can students not study!?

An interesting thing I learnt about NGU is that it is also a Christian university! I had no idea till I saw the chapel. Also, some of the current senior students started their own club called Gospel Circle a couple of years ago. It is wonderful to see how motivated these students are and that they have organized a little gospel concert in school 2 weeks from now. Pray for good preparations and for many students to come and listen to their songs and sharing. May many be touched by God’s good news.

Then on Friday, I went to Gaidai (Nagoya University for Foreign Studies) with Pam. I sat in a Bible study session conducted by Pam with Rina, a new believer. It is amazing and definitely God’s work to see how much a baby Christian’s faith can grow in just 1, 2 weeks. You can simply see the excitement in her eyes and the joy that lights up her face. Pray that she will keep on growing like this and not lose faith when times get tough. It was also a refreshing time for me to be able to share a lesson from my own life about how God has changed me with her. After that I spent a couple of hours hanging out with some Christian students at lunchtime before they all had to head for classes.

While I enjoyed my time spent with the students at these 2 campuses, what 2 of the students shared with me also weighed heavily upon my heart. Both of them are Christians, which I praise God for. But before that, both of them shared with me about their suicidal tendencies. One of them was bullied since she was young and had a really tough time in school. But she had a high school teacher who is a Christian and shared the gospel with her. Through this teacher she was saved but that led to a hard time at home with her parents, especially her mother, who is super against Christianity and has a very tight hold over her. That has led to her to seriously consider moving out of home after graduation this October. The other had depression since high school and felt that others didn’t understand and probably might be ridiculing him. Beneath his extroverted exterior I sense that he is actually covering up the hurt inside him and the struggles that he has over his depression.

Why has these conversations weighed heavily upon my heart? Because depression and suicide among youngsters, especially among Christians have always been very close to my heart. This is a very special group that I want to reach out to and share with them that no matter what God still loves them and that there is hope in Him. Perhaps this is because of my own personal journey with God in these 2 aspects.

July 2, 2011
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Campus Visit (Part I)

This week I had a break from language school and I thought to myself, what better to spend it than to check out some of our campus ministries and hang out with students? I didn’t get the chance to visit every single one, just four – Nanzan, Kinjo, Nagoya Gakuin University (NGU) and Nagoya University for Foreign Studies (Gaidai).

I first set foot on Nanzan in 2008 during my mission trip to Nagoya as a staff. I was part of the team that did outreach in Nanzan. Going in again on Monday was like a trip down memory lane. The school building had not changed at all. Everything I remembered, the cafeteria, the bookshop, etc. were still the same. Only the students have changed as many I met in 2008 have already graduated. However, one more thing did change and I was sad to learn about it. Our club, Nanzan Alive, ran into problems and eventually closed down. A once vibrant campus ministry suddenly disappeared. I am not sure why but the staff are now trying to rebuild this campus and I rejoice that there were 2 new believers recently and a few others who are interested and meet the staff regularly. I also met up with Nami, an old friend for lunch. She is still not a believer though I’ve shared with her many things from the Bible. Keep praying for her heart to be unveiled!

Then on Wednesday I went to Kinjo, an women’s university. It was and still is a strange concept to me. Even though I had spent 10 years in an all-girls’ school, it was from primary to secondary level. There are no single-sex schools from JC onwards and certainly none at the university level in Singapore. I had several interesting encounters with students there. Divine appointments, I should say. First, I got to meet Ayano again and her friend Chihiro together with Xiaojun. We talked about various topics, including movies (Dark Knight, Inception) and Buddhism. I never expected to be able to talk about religion like that. Neither did Xiaojun. In fact, Xiaojun told me that girls like them are rare because most others she had talked to aren’t interested in religion and don’t really know much about Buddhism even though they say they are Buddhist. Even though the gospel wasn’t shared during our conversation, keep praying for them. Especially Ayano who has already heard the gospel and had gone to church once to witness a baptism.

And then after that I joined in the lunchtime with the others at the Christian centre and got to hear (and see) a student receive Christ! Hallelujah! It was the first in a long year. Lunchtime is simply a gathering point for both Christians and non-Christians to make friends, maintain friendship, etc. Nothing very spiritual happened during this particular one but it is crucial because it creates opportunities for new relationships and a connection point for staff and students and school staff too.

After lunch, Xiaojun brought me on a little tour of the school (it’s so small!) and we decided to approach 2 girls – Muro and Megumi. It was enjoyable talking to them. It was also interesting that of all the stories of the Bible they had heard, they remembered the parable of the talents the most. So we spent some time explaining the meaning of the parable to them.

My experience in a mission school for 10 years helped me identify with these girls as I recalled chapel sessions, assembly prayers and other Christianity-related activities. I am thankful to God for placing me in that school because that was where I encountered Him and believed. Even though the girls in Kinjo may seem to be spiritually uninterested, God can and will work miracles on this campus and draw many to Himself.

This post has gotten kind of long (longer than I expected) so I have decided to split it into 2 parts.
Continue to part 2.

June 11, 2011
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Summer is almost here…

Reminded through an email that I haven’t been posting updates. My apologies! Many things have happened in the past month.

1. We have been seeing several students praying to receive Christ since April at Gaidai (Nagoya University of Foreign Studies)! Hallelujah! So far all girls. Please pray for their growth because it is easy for baby Christians here to be swayed and fall away. Pray for proper follow up and good understanding of Christianity. They would have gone through or are going through a Bible study series called “Christianity Explained”, which is meant for seekers and brand new believers.
There was also finally a new believer from Nanzan University! For the past 2 years there has only been one known girl Christian. Through her contact, the Nanzan staff team got to know her friends from her cooking club. They had a fun party over food.

2. Thank God for the wonderful social network called Facebook. Through it, I got reconnected with a Nanzan student I met during my mission trip in 2008. We haven’t met up yet because she is not in Nagoya at the moment (lives in a neighbouring city) but we have promised to meet up when she is in Nagoya. She is a Shanghainese whose father is working in Japan and so she is studying here. Pray that we can pick up from where we left off in 2008.

3. I have settled down in a church here – Nagoya Glorious Chapel. This was the church I attended during my mission trip in 2008 and I liked it then. Still like it now. Prayed about it and had peace from God to stay on. Plus point: it is near my apartment. Through church, I got to know a Taiwanese post-graduate student. She is studying at Meijo University, which is somewhere in between my apartment and church. She is a new believer. She starting attending church only 2-3 months ago in Japan. She asked me if I could help to explain some of the Christian and Bible terms because she has a little difficulty following the explanations in Japanese. Pray that we will be able to set aside time for this. Pray for me to have wisdom too because I will need to learn the terms in Chinese first. We will be meeting for dinner this coming Friday. Pray that we can “click” well and build a good friendship.

4. I will be finishing the first term of my language school in about 3 weeks’ time. Then I will have a one-week break before starting my second and final term. Thank God for seeing me through so far. There has been a lot of homework to do and many new grammar rules and vocabulary to learn. My brain is getting a little rusty for all this cramming.
Thank God for the friendships made with some of my classmates – Yamin (Myanmar), Emi (Thailand), Dai Leshu, Shi Hongxun and Sun Xiaoyin (China). Out of these 5, only Hongxun and Xiaoyin are continuing the next level with me. Pray that I can get more chances to hang out with them outside of class (they are so busy! always having part-time jobs). The other 3 are housewives, so their ages are closer to mine, but they aren’t continuing with school. Pray that we can still meet up and continue our friendship
after school has ended. They know that I am a Christian and that I’m working for a Christian organization. Pray too for opportunities to share the gospel with them. Right now, everyone is just focused on getting done with school so that’s a little hard. But, we might go out to a beach nearby during our one-week break. Hopefully that works out.

May 21, 2011
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For the earth will be filled

“For the earth will be filled with the knowledge of the glory of the LORD as the waters cover the sea.” – Habakkuk 2:14

This verse immediately brought to mind the lyrics of a worship song:

And the earth shall be filled
With the knowledge of the glory of the Lord
Just as the waters cover the sea

The lyrics speak of a future filled with hope. One day, God’s glory will be known throughout the earth. That day will definitely come. And it is for that day that I am doing what I do right now. During the recent Immanuel Meeting message, the speaker read from Revelation 7:9-10: “After this I looked, and behold, a great multitude that no one could number, from every nation, from all tribes and peoples and languages, standing before the throne and before the Lamb, clothed in white robes, with palm branches in their hands, and crying out with a loud voice, ‘Salvation belongs to our God who sits on the throne, and to the Lamb!’” And then she said that out of all this multitude, a portion comes from Nagoya. May I never forget that. That is the reason I am currently in language school. If I forget that, I will definitely become lost and recently I’ve been complaining about school to others. I have probably lost the reason I am language school. Of course I remember the reason in my head but my heart has lost it. Of course, I desire to be able to go down to campuses asap but language is very important. A Korean staff and an American staff, who have excellent Japanese skills, are still learning and studying from teachers. Studying the language isn’t about scoring well in tests (which seems to be the emphasis of the school) but to be able to be fluent in speaking, writing, reading and listening. Because Japanese language is the heart language of the Japanese I am reaching out to.

Never forget that.

April 24, 2011
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Happy Easter!

Many apologies for the lack of updates. Setting up my internet has been a very trying process. Just to say the least.

Easter is the day to remember the victory that Jesus won over sin and death and the prince of darkness. The reason life is worth living is purely because Jesus is our risen saviour.

“Because He lives, I can face tomorrow.
Because He lives, all fear is gone.
Because I know, I know, He holds the future.
And life is worth the living just because He lives.”

I sang this song during worship in church today. Simple yet profound lyrics. Speaks volumes of the hope we have in Jesus. This is my first Easter in Japan and it is very quiet compared to Singapore. One reason could be that Good Friday is not a public holiday. Perhaps because of that, very few people are aware of it. In church, Easter isn’t as huge an event as I remember it back home. Perhaps it is due to the smallness of the church. I am not very sure.

Keep praying for the Japanese during this difficult time. Pray that
the hope of life in Christ will reach their hearts and turn them to God.